Sometimes I feel so foolish of myself
not for the decisions I made.
I do plan things ahead and acts so.
Yet I feel so foolish
for the plans I am making.
when I am not even sure of my life and death,
unknowing whether it is near or far,
how can I be so sure of things ?
spending time for unworthy things,
or for so-called wise things.
(or at least I think so)
like a prisoner of my comfort zone.